Plans that derail that whole "Me" thing you've got going

So, here's the deal. I've been recruited as a wedding planner and a bridesmaid for not one but two weddings. Not to mention named as a Godmother & the "thrower" of a baby shower. Great! LOL. No it really is. I just didn't expect for time to be ticking away so loudly in my ear. It's going ok so far. Just a little anxiety about everything going smoothly. Not to mention I've been sick for weeks and I'm kinda trying to get back to this thing called "Me". At first the planning was getting my mind off my current state. Now that I'm returning to as close to normal as you can call me, it's like "geez, this marriage & happy family thing is for the birds"

I don't know if this is making me want to one day have a family or my own...or pushing me more towards the life of the successful woman with the cool friends and oh so cute dog she has trained to dance to random ipod songs.

I'm secretly rooting for the dog

'Til next time