Childish Folk..Being Wrong..WTF?...Oh yeah I had Fries with Lunch

Sooooooooo today was like BLAH times 4 million. It seems that no matter how I go about my life people always trail me with ignorance. I shrug a few times, but then it gets to a boiling point. I lost it today. I mean I LOST IT! I really was disappointed in myself because I allowed myself to get that heated. I allowed someone to get me to a point where I lost my cool. In front of a handful of people at that! I apologized to those that were present during that lapse in judgment, but the person reeaallly pushed my buttons. I HATE HE SAY SHE SAY! It keeps following me. It keeps getting more and more vindictive. It keeps making me feel like I can trust NO ONE! The tension was building, the anger was shaking inside of me, and I just exploded. I saw it coming but I couldn't hold it back.

I can't take lies, deceit, rumors, and people just being vindictive. I'm full...so no more bullshit and drama should be added to my plate. Those who choose to be around me be advised that because of others I'm just watching everything ever so closely. Don't be offended, just no I've been hurt, annoyed, and disrespected. I hate childish fucking talk. Trust me after I wrote the eviction notice post, I thought it was over. Far from it! The thing is...people involved that I've talked to think its just them...and that I'm attacking them. No I'm not. I've gone to evvvverrryone involved...because it bothers me..point blank

So the 8 people that I've had an issue with in the last 56 hours....you're not alone. Just know I had to do what I had to do for me. And if you have a problem with all that... I really can't do anything about it. I can just be me. Pray that you have success...love...and all you deserve...and I hope no one ever hurts you like people have hurt me.

'Til next time