Friday, June 19, 2009

Sanity

Sanity is a necessary component of life. We allow ourselves to lose it from time to time. We become so lost in our lives and the way of the world that we lose grip on what is essential to our well-being. I lost a bit of my sanity recently (others would argue I never had much to begin with). I'm on a mission to regain every drop of it.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Purpose

What is your purpose? What are you put on this earth to do? I'm asking myself this question. What is my purpose?

'Til next time

Saturday, June 6, 2009

New Arrivals

I've finished reading a book, a really good book that gave me so much insight on what I've been doing wrong. I hate to be wrong, but I will admit when I am nevertheless. I gave too much of myself and got nothing in return. I was bitter because of this, but couldn't see my fault in it all. Well at first I thought it was all my fault, then I passed the buck when that got old. Now I know, I had a couple missteps and made a few mistakes. I've learned my lesson...I suppose (I won't speak too hastily).

Just as I took a breath of acknowledged defeat and kicked around doubt, a package arrived. Nothing fancy. No bells no whistles. Just plain and simple. It took me awhile to accept it because I wasn't expecting any mail. There was no sender etched on it. So I just looked at it wondering "Did I order something?" "I don't remember shopping for anything?". I didn't. I finally gave in and unwrapped it. Now this gift, it was so unexpected that I didn't know how to react. It provided me with a breath of fresh air and a nice adjustment to my mood and scenery. All that I worried with before became I blur. Nothing to fuss over. I was given something purely for being myself. I wasn't asked for more. Not criticized and forced to give less. Taken at face value for who I am. I was appreciated. No strings attached no small print.

Thanks for sending me the package.