Choices

Decisions, decisions. What is a girl to do when an alternative hits her hard. She never asked for it. When all was going back to normal and she was fine. Here is a new decision to be made. After all the forgetting I've tried to do, all the chapters I've tried to close, things are getting harder. Strings are pulling tighter. Do I snip them and release myself from this dance only to crash against the floor? Do I pack it all up and leave secretly? Do I run away from it all?

Decisions, decisions. I've never been one to toy around in emotions. I hate that song, so I skip it when I see it scroll across my screen. I play my tunes pretty clear and loud enough to be heard by who should hear it. How was I supposed to know others had their ears pressed against my wall. Scribbling down everything they heard me sigh to, cry to, laugh to, sing along with.

Decisions, decisions.

What's a girl to do?